WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.520 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.520 --> 00:00:04.160 align:middle line:84% A place that his first poem in the book-- 00:00:04.160 --> 00:00:06.980 align:middle line:84% that obvious idea of wanting to gain as much about life 00:00:06.980 --> 00:00:10.010 align:middle line:84% and experience as you can, without going over the brink 00:00:10.010 --> 00:00:13.370 align:middle line:84% into death or going out of your mind or whatever 00:00:13.370 --> 00:00:17.420 align:middle line:84% brink or threshold, you could think of. 00:00:17.420 --> 00:00:20.930 align:middle line:84% OK I'll finish up with three or four poems. 00:00:20.930 --> 00:00:23.840 align:middle line:84% This one is the only kind of political poem-- 00:00:23.840 --> 00:00:26.420 align:middle line:90% I suppose "Trifles Drop" was. 00:00:26.420 --> 00:00:28.610 align:middle line:84% This was taken from a newspaper statement 00:00:28.610 --> 00:00:32.940 align:middle line:84% by Ev Dirksen which I thought was rather interesting. 00:00:32.940 --> 00:00:35.240 align:middle line:84% I won't imitate Ev even though I could. 00:00:35.240 --> 00:00:39.320 align:middle line:84% He mentioned, "I don't want anyone to blow my head off, 00:00:39.320 --> 00:00:41.270 align:middle line:90% because the flowers need me. 00:00:41.270 --> 00:00:43.760 align:middle line:84% I told the Sheriff, I hope he, the killer, 00:00:43.760 --> 00:00:48.270 align:middle line:84% waits till the frost comes and the barn swallows are gone." 00:00:48.270 --> 00:00:51.912 align:middle line:84% This was in reference to his being threatened half a dozen 00:00:51.912 --> 00:00:53.120 align:middle line:90% times in the last few months. 00:00:53.120 --> 00:00:55.037 align:middle line:84% Remember when he had security guards over him? 00:00:55.037 --> 00:01:00.170 align:middle line:84% So in a kind of Shakespearean tragic mask, 00:01:00.170 --> 00:01:02.240 align:middle line:90% he mentions that he must wait. 00:01:02.240 --> 00:01:05.150 align:middle line:84% He doesn't want to go until the frost comes, until the barn 00:01:05.150 --> 00:01:05.930 align:middle line:90% swallows are gone. 00:01:05.930 --> 00:01:09.680 align:middle line:84% And I thought this is interesting that, obviously, we 00:01:09.680 --> 00:01:12.800 align:middle line:84% can't transform ourselves into that bird or that flower. 00:01:12.800 --> 00:01:14.300 align:middle line:84% But to have this kind of involvement 00:01:14.300 --> 00:01:16.743 align:middle line:84% in some kind of experience, or are being that dedicated. 00:01:16.743 --> 00:01:19.160 align:middle line:84% Even if he meant it or not, doesn't matter to my purposes, 00:01:19.160 --> 00:01:23.150 align:middle line:84% that he, or someone, wants to stay around 00:01:23.150 --> 00:01:25.350 align:middle line:84% to be the caretaker of nature is of interest. 00:01:25.350 --> 00:01:27.170 align:middle line:84% And so I wrote it along those lines. 00:01:27.170 --> 00:01:30.500 align:middle line:84% Also the implication is that it's pretty damn stupid 00:01:30.500 --> 00:01:33.770 align:middle line:84% when someone has to assassinate a man because he can't confront 00:01:33.770 --> 00:01:34.777 align:middle line:90% him face to face. 00:01:34.777 --> 00:01:36.860 align:middle line:84% Instead of going right up to him and grabbing him, 00:01:36.860 --> 00:01:39.860 align:middle line:84% and say "I demand that you tell me what you're doing. 00:01:39.860 --> 00:01:41.360 align:middle line:90% What your motives are." 00:01:41.360 --> 00:01:44.900 align:middle line:84% To absent yourself, and be the detached killer 00:01:44.900 --> 00:01:46.640 align:middle line:84% leaves the whole argument unsaid. 00:01:46.640 --> 00:01:48.260 align:middle line:84% So that is the other major reason 00:01:48.260 --> 00:01:53.090 align:middle line:84% for writing this anti-assassination poem. 00:01:53.090 --> 00:01:55.310 align:middle line:84% "This is the sudden winter face off. 00:01:55.310 --> 00:01:59.330 align:middle line:84% Not with words or a dark angered face thrusting at the window, 00:01:59.330 --> 00:02:03.200 align:middle line:84% but unsigned bullets in flight to explode the breath away 00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:05.840 align:middle line:90% and leave the argument unsaid. 00:02:05.840 --> 00:02:07.640 align:middle line:84% Neither the swallows nor the marigolds 00:02:07.640 --> 00:02:08.720 align:middle line:90% have willed his coming. 00:02:08.720 --> 00:02:11.039 align:middle line:84% In a time of bloom, when a man must play God 00:02:11.039 --> 00:02:12.830 align:middle line:90% and through all this disorder. 00:02:12.830 --> 00:02:15.620 align:middle line:84% For the bulge above someone's heart is no shy 00:02:15.620 --> 00:02:17.600 align:middle line:90% Cupid in disguise. 00:02:17.600 --> 00:02:19.760 align:middle line:84% A cold breeze stirs from the North. 00:02:19.760 --> 00:02:21.830 align:middle line:84% The barn creaks in his empty hull, 00:02:21.830 --> 00:02:24.350 align:middle line:84% and flowers sleep in their roots. 00:02:24.350 --> 00:02:27.170 align:middle line:84% Sparrows turn down ahead of danger, 00:02:27.170 --> 00:02:29.480 align:middle line:84% and the County Sheriff's badge catches 00:02:29.480 --> 00:02:31.700 align:middle line:90% the last rays of daylight. 00:02:31.700 --> 00:02:33.890 align:middle line:84% The killer's target shifts in light, 00:02:33.890 --> 00:02:36.140 align:middle line:84% and coaxes his own body into lust. 00:02:36.140 --> 00:02:38.420 align:middle line:84% To be the bird, to be the flower, 00:02:38.420 --> 00:02:40.520 align:middle line:84% and not drop a feather or a pedal 00:02:40.520 --> 00:02:43.550 align:middle line:84% until the last unseen shadow's path can spring 00:02:43.550 --> 00:02:46.050 align:middle line:90% gushes in the live blood." 00:02:46.050 --> 00:02:47.000 align:middle line:90%