WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.530 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.530 --> 00:00:04.650 align:middle line:84% This was a poem that one of the students 00:00:04.650 --> 00:00:07.140 align:middle line:90% today asked me to read. 00:00:07.140 --> 00:00:08.195 align:middle line:90% And I'm happy to do that. 00:00:08.195 --> 00:00:09.570 align:middle line:84% It's called, "The Familiar Itch." 00:00:09.570 --> 00:00:12.210 align:middle line:90% And it's about-- 00:00:12.210 --> 00:00:13.890 align:middle line:90% I have a younger brother. 00:00:13.890 --> 00:00:16.980 align:middle line:84% And I wasn't the best older brother. 00:00:16.980 --> 00:00:19.350 align:middle line:84% And that's what this poem is about. 00:00:19.350 --> 00:00:22.980 align:middle line:90% 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:25.530 align:middle line:90% "The Familiar Itch." 00:00:25.530 --> 00:00:29.560 align:middle line:84% If I happen to see a kid picking on his younger brother, 00:00:29.560 --> 00:00:31.740 align:middle line:84% and if the little one looks cowed beyond what 00:00:31.740 --> 00:00:33.210 align:middle line:84% the moment warrants-- then I figure 00:00:33.210 --> 00:00:34.877 align:middle line:84% the one knocks the shit out of the other 00:00:34.877 --> 00:00:37.650 align:middle line:90% when the parents are absent. 00:00:37.650 --> 00:00:41.400 align:middle line:84% Big brothers are such small gods. 00:00:41.400 --> 00:00:45.030 align:middle line:84% Seeing a scene like that I feel again the familiar itch 00:00:45.030 --> 00:00:49.260 align:middle line:84% to get the kid alone somewhere, lean far into him with my eyes, 00:00:49.260 --> 00:00:51.540 align:middle line:90% and slap him hard. 00:00:51.540 --> 00:00:55.800 align:middle line:84% And when the whir in his ear dies, when fury, 00:00:55.800 --> 00:00:59.730 align:middle line:84% shame, shock, and fear all rise-- 00:00:59.730 --> 00:01:04.230 align:middle line:84% to whisper, "That is how he feels, every time," 00:01:04.230 --> 00:01:05.970 align:middle line:90% and leave him there-- 00:01:05.970 --> 00:01:11.430 align:middle line:84% the way my father, youngest of two, left me, agape, 00:01:11.430 --> 00:01:14.480 align:middle line:90% the last day I beat my brother. 00:01:14.480 --> 00:01:16.000 align:middle line:90%