WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.990 align:middle line:90% Let's see. 00:00:00.990 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% This book that I don't know why they 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:07.920 align:middle line:84% have put at the same a novel is not a novel. 00:00:07.920 --> 00:00:14.550 align:middle line:84% It's a book with short prose writings and then poetry. 00:00:14.550 --> 00:00:16.530 align:middle line:84% So I don't know what to call that. 00:00:16.530 --> 00:00:20.700 align:middle line:84% So I will read from you one of these that 00:00:20.700 --> 00:00:23.700 align:middle line:90% is called "First Communion". 00:00:23.700 --> 00:00:24.810 align:middle line:90% It's in prose. 00:00:24.810 --> 00:00:26.820 align:middle line:90% A short prose. 00:00:26.820 --> 00:00:31.290 align:middle line:84% It says, Everything was ready for the party the night before. 00:00:31.290 --> 00:00:34.860 align:middle line:84% Chabela, Luisa's nana, had just finished 00:00:34.860 --> 00:00:38.280 align:middle line:84% ironing the pleated organdy dress that 00:00:38.280 --> 00:00:44.760 align:middle line:84% reached to the girl's ankles, and the wide, vaporous veil. 00:00:44.760 --> 00:00:48.480 align:middle line:84% Her mother gave the final touches to the table. 00:00:48.480 --> 00:00:52.890 align:middle line:84% It was covered with several damask tablecloths, 00:00:52.890 --> 00:00:58.560 align:middle line:84% and it extended the entire length of the patio corridor. 00:00:58.560 --> 00:01:04.500 align:middle line:84% The cake, surmounted by a tiny doll dressed just like Luisa, 00:01:04.500 --> 00:01:08.370 align:middle line:84% was going to occupy the very center. 00:01:08.370 --> 00:01:11.490 align:middle line:84% "Of to bed now," Chabe told her, "and remember 00:01:11.490 --> 00:01:14.880 align:middle line:84% to drink a glass of water, because tomorrow morning 00:01:14.880 --> 00:01:19.320 align:middle line:84% you can't, not so much as a drop." 00:01:19.320 --> 00:01:24.240 align:middle line:84% Luisa knew that even if she drank tons of water that night, 00:01:24.240 --> 00:01:27.300 align:middle line:84% she would wake up horribly thirsty, 00:01:27.300 --> 00:01:29.610 align:middle line:90% but there was no help for it. 00:01:29.610 --> 00:01:33.540 align:middle line:84% Her mother, Chabe, her aunts, had all 00:01:33.540 --> 00:01:38.160 align:middle line:84% told her it was to be the most important day of her life, 00:01:38.160 --> 00:01:42.240 align:middle line:84% and she had to make some sacrifice for it. 00:01:42.240 --> 00:01:46.590 align:middle line:84% "Come along," Chabe told her, "let's get to bed." 00:01:46.590 --> 00:01:49.380 align:middle line:90% Luisa follow her obediently. 00:01:49.380 --> 00:01:54.530 align:middle line:84% When Chabe turned off the light, Luisa call her to her side. 00:01:54.530 --> 00:01:57.840 align:middle line:84% "Is true that tomorrow I can ask for anything 00:01:57.840 --> 00:02:01.860 align:middle line:84% I want, and I'll get whatever I ask for?" 00:02:01.860 --> 00:02:02.840 align:middle line:90% "That depends. 00:02:02.840 --> 00:02:05.850 align:middle line:84% You can ask for one thing, something 00:02:05.850 --> 00:02:08.669 align:middle line:90% that's very important to you." 00:02:08.669 --> 00:02:11.220 align:middle line:90% "What should I ask for, Chabe?" 00:02:11.220 --> 00:02:12.600 align:middle line:90% "How should I know? 00:02:12.600 --> 00:02:16.350 align:middle line:84% That God keeps your parents safe and sound for many years, 00:02:16.350 --> 00:02:19.770 align:middle line:84% that you remain pure and healthy and good. 00:02:19.770 --> 00:02:23.280 align:middle line:84% You are the one who has to decide." 00:02:23.280 --> 00:02:27.450 align:middle line:84% Luisa lay for a long time with her eyes wide open 00:02:27.450 --> 00:02:29.460 align:middle line:90% in the darkness. 00:02:29.460 --> 00:02:33.240 align:middle line:84% The next morning, both Chabe and her mother 00:02:33.240 --> 00:02:35.610 align:middle line:90% helped her get dressed. 00:02:35.610 --> 00:02:41.220 align:middle line:84% She was dying of thirst, her new shoes pinched her feet, 00:02:41.220 --> 00:02:46.020 align:middle line:84% and the cap that sustained her veil was terribly hot, 00:02:46.020 --> 00:02:48.960 align:middle line:84% but she didn't complain, not even once. 00:02:48.960 --> 00:02:53.760 align:middle line:84% What she was going to ask for was very important, 00:02:53.760 --> 00:02:56.440 align:middle line:84% and she had to make some sacrifice 00:02:56.440 --> 00:03:00.180 align:middle line:90% so it would be granted her. 00:03:00.180 --> 00:03:03.210 align:middle line:84% Her father honked impatiently from the street, 00:03:03.210 --> 00:03:07.230 align:middle line:84% and Luisa went running out and climbed into the front seat 00:03:07.230 --> 00:03:10.260 align:middle line:84% so her dress wouldn't get wrinkled. 00:03:10.260 --> 00:03:13.830 align:middle line:84% Two nuns from Assumption College, dressed 00:03:13.830 --> 00:03:18.540 align:middle line:84% in heavy purple habits and cream colored veils 00:03:18.540 --> 00:03:21.300 align:middle line:84% were at the entrance to receive her, 00:03:21.300 --> 00:03:25.440 align:middle line:84% and they accompanied her into the chapel, which was already 00:03:25.440 --> 00:03:28.500 align:middle line:90% filled with school girls. 00:03:28.500 --> 00:03:33.150 align:middle line:84% As Luisa enter, the choir up in the chapel loft 00:03:33.150 --> 00:03:38.040 align:middle line:84% started singing, and she felt her eyes filling with tears. 00:03:38.040 --> 00:03:41.520 align:middle line:84% The nuns escorted her to her prayer bench, 00:03:41.520 --> 00:03:44.670 align:middle line:90% which was covered with satin. 00:03:44.670 --> 00:03:49.290 align:middle line:84% Father Agapito, dressed in a white chasuble embroidered 00:03:49.290 --> 00:03:53.280 align:middle line:84% in gold thread and accompanied by a sacristan, 00:03:53.280 --> 00:03:58.080 align:middle line:84% gave the benediction and began to say mass. 00:03:58.080 --> 00:04:01.410 align:middle line:84% Luisa opened her small, mother-of-pearl missal 00:04:01.410 --> 00:04:04.410 align:middle line:84% and followed the mass attentively. 00:04:04.410 --> 00:04:08.250 align:middle line:84% After a long time, the nuns came for her 00:04:08.250 --> 00:04:11.280 align:middle line:84% and accompanied her to the altar. 00:04:11.280 --> 00:04:14.640 align:middle line:84% Luisa knelt, opened her mouth discreetly 00:04:14.640 --> 00:04:17.100 align:middle line:90% and received the host. 00:04:17.100 --> 00:04:19.800 align:middle line:84% With her head lowered and her hands 00:04:19.800 --> 00:04:25.800 align:middle line:84% clasped against her breast, she returned to her prayer pew, 00:04:25.800 --> 00:04:29.640 align:middle line:90% feeling slightly dizzy. 00:04:29.640 --> 00:04:33.840 align:middle line:84% "It's now, right now that you have to make your wish," 00:04:33.840 --> 00:04:37.300 align:middle line:90% her internal voice told her. 00:04:37.300 --> 00:04:41.776 align:middle line:84% "Dear Little Jesus," Luisa said under her breath. 00:04:41.776 --> 00:04:46.680 align:middle line:84% "I don't want to be married; I don't like the way men treat 00:04:46.680 --> 00:04:50.850 align:middle line:84% women, but I do want to have a baby, Dear Jesus, 00:04:50.850 --> 00:04:56.490 align:middle line:84% and Chabe says that only married women can have babies. 00:04:56.490 --> 00:05:02.800 align:middle line:84% So that's why I ask you with all my heart to let me get married, 00:05:02.800 --> 00:05:06.610 align:middle line:84% and as soon as I have a baby, to let my husband die. 00:05:06.610 --> 00:05:08.470 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:05:08.470 --> 00:05:13.590 align:middle line:90% 00:05:13.590 --> 00:05:17.920 align:middle line:84% The host dissolved in her mouth, and Luisa lifted her gaze, 00:05:17.920 --> 00:05:21.130 align:middle line:84% a beatific smile illuminating her features. 00:05:21.130 --> 00:05:23.230 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:05:23.230 --> 00:05:24.730 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:05:24.730 --> 00:05:25.630 align:middle line:90% 00:05:25.630 --> 00:05:27.780 align:middle line:90% I thank you. 00:05:27.780 --> 00:05:34.000 align:middle line:90%