WEBVTT NOTE Created by CaptionSync from Automatic Sync Technologies www.automaticsync.com 00:00:02.246 --> 00:00:03.806 align:middle >> I have a thing with mics. 00:00:04.146 --> 00:00:07.106 align:middle A very problematic relationship. 00:00:07.526 --> 00:00:08.526 align:middle Can you all see me? 00:00:13.056 --> 00:00:19.876 align:middle I want to welcome all of you here, and I would like to thank Alison Deming 00:00:20.446 --> 00:00:28.126 align:middle and the Poetry Center for their invitation and also for putting me 00:00:28.126 --> 00:00:32.426 align:middle up at this beautiful Poetry Center Cottage that I have all to myself. 00:00:32.916 --> 00:00:38.216 align:middle It's such a luxury to have a whole apartment to myself instead of, 00:00:38.716 --> 00:00:43.926 align:middle you know, some little crummy hotel room. 00:00:44.516 --> 00:00:54.686 align:middle [ Laughter ] 00:00:55.186 --> 00:00:56.656 align:middle No, I want it crossways. 00:00:57.306 --> 00:01:01.296 align:middle Yeah, yep, like that, because I'm so short. 00:01:01.296 --> 00:01:02.396 align:middle I'm 4' 11". 00:01:02.536 --> 00:01:07.746 align:middle I used to be 4' 11-1/2", but I shrunk in the last 10 years. 00:01:09.356 --> 00:01:11.506 align:middle My vertebrae are settling. 00:01:12.506 --> 00:01:19.546 align:middle I also want to thank SIROW and the Women's Studies along 00:01:19.546 --> 00:01:24.466 align:middle with Karen Anderson for facilitating my visit here. 00:01:25.866 --> 00:01:31.166 align:middle Who else? I want to acknowledge the four SIROW scholars. 00:01:31.626 --> 00:01:37.856 align:middle I don't know, whatever you are called, but there's four of them, 00:01:37.856 --> 00:01:39.536 align:middle but I only see three of them here. 00:01:40.076 --> 00:01:42.026 align:middle There she is. 00:01:42.166 --> 00:01:42.776 align:middle Okay, Miriam Bornstein. 00:01:47.586 --> 00:01:47.976 align:middle Stand. 00:01:48.516 --> 00:01:53.696 align:middle [ Applause ] 00:01:54.196 --> 00:01:55.936 align:middle Christine Marin. 00:01:57.516 --> 00:02:00.436 align:middle [ Applause ] 00:02:00.936 --> 00:02:02.256 align:middle Ana Louise Keating. 00:02:02.256 --> 00:02:07.886 align:middle I don't know if I'm pronouncing it right, and Shane [? Phelan ?]. 00:02:07.886 --> 00:02:09.976 align:middle Did I pronounce yours right? 00:02:10.516 --> 00:02:15.976 align:middle [ Applause ] 00:02:16.476 --> 00:02:22.366 align:middle I would like to dedicate this reading to Yolanda Leyva. 00:02:22.366 --> 00:02:23.736 align:middle Yolanda, are you here? 00:02:24.956 --> 00:02:25.396 align:middle >> Hi. 00:02:27.456 --> 00:02:37.116 align:middle >> Yolanda is an old housemate of mine, back in my first PhD program in Austin, 00:02:37.576 --> 00:02:43.986 align:middle and I've tried to squeeze a little time out to spend with her, but thus far have not managed 00:02:44.026 --> 00:02:45.866 align:middle to do that, but we'll keep trying. 00:02:46.406 --> 00:02:51.736 align:middle Okay? I haven't forgotten you. 00:02:52.136 --> 00:02:57.976 align:middle I would like, before I get into the reading proper, there's a couple of publications 00:02:57.976 --> 00:03:00.866 align:middle that I want to pass the word on to you. 00:03:01.246 --> 00:03:09.116 align:middle Sinister Wisdom is a magazine for and by lesbians that I've been affiliated 00:03:09.116 --> 00:03:14.566 align:middle with since 1964 -- no, that's not true, since 1984. 00:03:15.306 --> 00:03:23.726 align:middle It seems like since 1964, but we have an issue that's an issue 00:03:23.726 --> 00:03:26.076 align:middle by women of color that's coming up. 00:03:26.356 --> 00:03:28.496 align:middle You're too late to submit for the open issue. 00:03:28.866 --> 00:03:35.816 align:middle The deadline closed earlier this month, but there's an issue for women of color. 00:03:36.316 --> 00:03:48.756 align:middle The deadline is February 15, and you send your poems, essays, artwork, narratives, whatever, 00:03:49.476 --> 00:03:53.266 align:middle to them, and you can see me after, if you want the address. 00:03:53.266 --> 00:03:56.686 align:middle I have a flyer here, if somebody wants it. 00:03:57.326 --> 00:03:59.506 align:middle Lesbians of color only, sorry. 00:04:05.216 --> 00:04:12.396 align:middle I, myself, will be co-editing another anthology, which is an anthology that is going 00:04:12.396 --> 00:04:19.646 align:middle to explore the mestiza consciousness, and I will be co-editing it with Shelley Fishkin Fisher, 00:04:19.646 --> 00:04:25.466 align:middle a Jewish feminist from Austin, and if any of you, 00:04:26.166 --> 00:04:31.456 align:middle in all colors, all classes, all nationalities. 00:04:32.416 --> 00:04:35.406 align:middle We have some internationalists also contributing. 00:04:35.406 --> 00:04:42.856 align:middle If you'd like more information about that, I have a few flyers, maybe, for you. 00:04:43.996 --> 00:04:49.326 align:middle Francisco Alarcon is a gay man from the same place that I'm from right now, 00:04:49.326 --> 00:04:56.286 align:middle which is Santa Cruz, and a year before I started Borderlands, 00:04:56.286 --> 00:05:02.536 align:middle I had started a book called De Las Otras, De Los Otros, which is a book of lesbian, 00:05:03.466 --> 00:05:15.946 align:middle or I should say Chicana dykes and Chicano gay men, and did not get a tremendous amount 00:05:15.946 --> 00:05:20.656 align:middle of manuscripts, so I had to put it on a back burner, and in the meantime, 00:05:20.656 --> 00:05:32.876 align:middle two more books have come out of me, out of this body, and we resuscitated this anthology, and, 00:05:32.876 --> 00:05:37.536 align:middle hopefully, because he is helping me, maybe we can get more men to contribute. 00:05:37.936 --> 00:05:50.156 align:middle So, if anybody is a Chicana dyke or a Chicano gay man, sorry, but the rest of you. 00:05:50.156 --> 00:05:52.566 align:middle So, anyway, that's a couple of years down the road. 00:05:52.946 --> 00:05:57.156 align:middle The Mestiza Consciousness is about three years down the road, and about four years 00:05:57.226 --> 00:06:02.516 align:middle down the road is another book that I, myself, am editing all by myself. 00:06:02.516 --> 00:06:03.736 align:middle It's called Chicana Theory. 00:06:03.736 --> 00:06:13.066 align:middle That's the working title right now, and I hope that it'll be a place where Chicanas, scholars, 00:06:13.066 --> 00:06:23.066 align:middle and creative writers can come together and do some good writing, some good scholarship, 00:06:23.066 --> 00:06:25.896 align:middle some good research, come up with some good ideas. 00:06:26.566 --> 00:06:31.876 align:middle So, if anybody's interested in that, Chicanas only, sorry. 00:06:32.516 --> 00:06:38.096 align:middle [ Laughter ] 00:06:38.596 --> 00:06:41.556 align:middle I also wanted to acknowledge Chuck Tatum. 00:06:41.816 --> 00:06:43.586 align:middle Is he here? 00:06:44.086 --> 00:06:46.596 align:middle Chuck? Maybe I shouldn't acknowledge him, then. 00:06:49.736 --> 00:06:57.006 align:middle For changing the title of his annual from New Chicano Writing to New Chicana/Chicano Writing 00:06:57.576 --> 00:07:05.336 align:middle at my urging and as well as allowing for Spanish and Spanglish Tex-Mex, 00:07:05.596 --> 00:07:07.966 align:middle where he at first only wanted English. 00:07:09.666 --> 00:07:14.976 align:middle So, the first two things that I'm going to read are what I call short shorts that are 00:07:14.976 --> 00:07:22.256 align:middle in the New Chicana/Chicano writers annual that's going to be out in April. 00:07:22.876 --> 00:07:31.646 align:middle I'm going to read Puddles first, and then I'm going to read Ghost Trap secondly. 00:07:32.276 --> 00:07:35.486 align:middle I'm going to deviate a little bit from my usual format. 00:07:35.486 --> 00:07:37.266 align:middle What I do is, I do three little sets. 00:07:37.266 --> 00:07:40.396 align:middle I read like two or three things, and then I open it up for discussion. 00:07:41.026 --> 00:07:46.956 align:middle I read two or three things and open it up for discussion, and then end with another two 00:07:46.956 --> 00:07:53.016 align:middle or three things, but I think because there's so many of you here that want 00:07:53.016 --> 00:07:55.096 align:middle to hear me rather than yourselves. 00:07:55.786 --> 00:08:01.996 align:middle I would rather hear you, but I will just read. 00:08:02.136 --> 00:08:02.706 align:middle Okay? And, huh? 00:08:03.386 --> 00:08:13.146 align:middle Es major. And at the end, you know, however the schedule goes, there may be some time 00:08:13.146 --> 00:08:16.976 align:middle for response, but I don't like to do it this way, okay? 00:08:17.516 --> 00:08:20.966 align:middle [ Laughter ] 00:08:21.466 --> 00:08:21.966 align:middle Sorry. 00:08:22.516 --> 00:08:27.990 align:middle [ Laughter ]