WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.800 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.800 --> 00:00:08.820 align:middle line:84% Last night, after dinner, Alison was driving me around, 00:00:08.820 --> 00:00:13.180 align:middle line:84% and I was pointing out some of the locations of pain, grief, 00:00:13.180 --> 00:00:15.270 align:middle line:84% and longing which Tucson represents to me. 00:00:15.270 --> 00:00:16.840 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:16.840 --> 00:00:20.220 align:middle line:84% Many of which are now demolished, great loss. 00:00:20.220 --> 00:00:24.160 align:middle line:84% And we're talking about places that aren't here anymore. 00:00:24.160 --> 00:00:26.700 align:middle line:84% And I said, well, one place I remember so vividly, 00:00:26.700 --> 00:00:29.010 align:middle line:84% that I'm sure can no longer exist, 00:00:29.010 --> 00:00:31.780 align:middle line:90% is the Valley of the Moon. 00:00:31.780 --> 00:00:34.288 align:middle line:84% Now, you know what the Valley of the Moon is? 00:00:34.288 --> 00:00:36.330 align:middle line:84% A lot of you know what the Valley of the Moon is. 00:00:36.330 --> 00:00:37.955 align:middle line:84% I don't know how to explain what it is. 00:00:37.955 --> 00:00:43.290 align:middle line:84% It's a sort of work of eccentric art that was built by this man 00:00:43.290 --> 00:00:44.670 align:middle line:90% in the '20s and '30s. 00:00:44.670 --> 00:00:49.800 align:middle line:84% He made a kind of grottos assemblage out 00:00:49.800 --> 00:00:51.870 align:middle line:84% of cement and broken china and pieces 00:00:51.870 --> 00:00:53.460 align:middle line:90% of metal and all this stuff. 00:00:53.460 --> 00:00:55.320 align:middle line:84% And he began to give tours of it. 00:00:55.320 --> 00:00:59.160 align:middle line:90% It was a sort of fairyland park. 00:00:59.160 --> 00:01:04.050 align:middle line:84% And he had trained bunnies that performed at the Bunnyland 00:01:04.050 --> 00:01:06.270 align:middle line:90% Theater. 00:01:06.270 --> 00:01:09.420 align:middle line:84% I first encountered this place when I was 16. 00:01:09.420 --> 00:01:11.070 align:middle line:90% I was a volunteer in Head Start. 00:01:11.070 --> 00:01:14.670 align:middle line:84% And we took the kids on a field trip to the Valley of the Moon. 00:01:14.670 --> 00:01:16.140 align:middle line:90% It was extraordinary. 00:01:16.140 --> 00:01:17.190 align:middle line:90% I've never forgotten it. 00:01:17.190 --> 00:01:19.380 align:middle line:84% And I was sure that this was long since gone. 00:01:19.380 --> 00:01:22.200 align:middle line:84% So Alison and I stopped at Circle K, looked in the phone 00:01:22.200 --> 00:01:24.090 align:middle line:84% book and, sure enough, the Valley of the Moon 00:01:24.090 --> 00:01:25.230 align:middle line:90% is in the phone book. 00:01:25.230 --> 00:01:28.780 align:middle line:84% We drove to the Valley of the Moon, and it was open. 00:01:28.780 --> 00:01:31.740 align:middle line:84% The old man is long since dead, but a group of people 00:01:31.740 --> 00:01:34.410 align:middle line:84% have gotten together and preserved it 00:01:34.410 --> 00:01:36.150 align:middle line:90% and are running tours. 00:01:36.150 --> 00:01:38.430 align:middle line:90% They're open now for Halloween. 00:01:38.430 --> 00:01:39.990 align:middle line:84% Alison and I were sitting talking 00:01:39.990 --> 00:01:42.420 align:middle line:84% about-- we were having this conversation as soon as we 00:01:42.420 --> 00:01:46.140 align:middle line:84% walked in about loss and loneliness. 00:01:46.140 --> 00:01:51.180 align:middle line:84% And this figure strode up to us and said, "Mortal pilgrims, 00:01:51.180 --> 00:01:55.950 align:middle line:84% I am Puss in Boots," and took us on a tour. 00:01:55.950 --> 00:01:57.750 align:middle line:90% Amazing. 00:01:57.750 --> 00:02:02.230 align:middle line:84% So I figured this meant that God wanted me to read this poem, 00:02:02.230 --> 00:02:05.850 align:middle line:84% which is called "The Garden of the Moon." 00:02:05.850 --> 00:02:07.920 align:middle line:90% It's an older poem. 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:10.620 align:middle line:90% "The Garden of the Moon." 00:02:10.620 --> 00:02:14.850 align:middle line:84% "The school bus rattled around more turns in the desert road 00:02:14.850 --> 00:02:17.640 align:middle line:84% than I'd ever be able to trace again, 00:02:17.640 --> 00:02:20.370 align:middle line:84% the summer I worked in Head Start 00:02:20.370 --> 00:02:24.660 align:middle line:84% and the lead teacher arranged a field trip from the barrio 00:02:24.660 --> 00:02:27.270 align:middle line:90% to the Valley of the Moon. 00:02:27.270 --> 00:02:31.860 align:middle line:84% We parked at a high, ramshackle fence straddling a swatch 00:02:31.860 --> 00:02:34.380 align:middle line:90% of creosote and mesquite. 00:02:34.380 --> 00:02:37.260 align:middle line:84% There was nothing to the old man swinging 00:02:37.260 --> 00:02:42.870 align:middle line:84% open the gate but shape, black clothes, black beekeeper's hat. 00:02:42.870 --> 00:02:45.690 align:middle line:84% And as his glove smoothed the veil, 00:02:45.690 --> 00:02:49.710 align:middle line:84% he welcomed us in a sort of stage whisper to the Valley 00:02:49.710 --> 00:02:54.510 align:middle line:84% of the Moon, 'built with the love and spiritual assistance 00:02:54.510 --> 00:02:55.950 align:middle line:90% of many.' 00:02:55.950 --> 00:02:58.080 align:middle line:90% And he led us in. 00:02:58.080 --> 00:03:02.670 align:middle line:84% The children walked with partners, the teacher watching 00:03:02.670 --> 00:03:05.430 align:middle line:90% for stragglers or hazard. 00:03:05.430 --> 00:03:10.860 align:middle line:84% I was assigned to Antonio, the boy she mistrusted most. 00:03:10.860 --> 00:03:14.700 align:middle line:84% The path climbed to shoulder-high Alps of cement 00:03:14.700 --> 00:03:18.570 align:middle line:84% encrusted with broken crockery and bits of glass, 00:03:18.570 --> 00:03:21.630 align:middle line:84% junk mosaics capped with figures. 00:03:21.630 --> 00:03:25.950 align:middle line:84% A chipped chalkware Snow White gathered her glittered skirt, 00:03:25.950 --> 00:03:29.580 align:middle line:84% looking forward eagerly from her high-collared cape 00:03:29.580 --> 00:03:34.350 align:middle line:84% as if everything were about to be delivered to her. 00:03:34.350 --> 00:03:37.890 align:middle line:84% At the mouth of a little cave, the children 00:03:37.890 --> 00:03:43.380 align:middle line:84% were instructed to dig for treasure. 00:03:43.380 --> 00:03:45.960 align:middle line:84% They kicked till they found pennies in the sand, 00:03:45.960 --> 00:03:50.580 align:middle line:84% and the teacher asked if they were meant to keep them. 00:03:50.580 --> 00:03:55.620 align:middle line:84% The old man told us to speak softly, if at all, 00:03:55.620 --> 00:03:59.910 align:middle line:84% because we were coming to a place of great serenity. 00:03:59.910 --> 00:04:02.700 align:middle line:84% And he led us down a curving stair 00:04:02.700 --> 00:04:07.050 align:middle line:84% into a two-story grotto he'd hollowed out of earth. 00:04:07.050 --> 00:04:11.790 align:middle line:84% Weathered concrete seats ringed a washtub pool. 00:04:11.790 --> 00:04:15.810 align:middle line:84% A myna bird whispered in a metal cage. 00:04:15.810 --> 00:04:19.560 align:middle line:84% 'Whenever you are troubled,' the old man said, 00:04:19.560 --> 00:04:22.320 align:middle line:90% 'send your thoughts here.' 00:04:22.320 --> 00:04:26.290 align:middle line:84% The bird spoke a few phrases for us. 00:04:26.290 --> 00:04:30.630 align:middle line:84% Even Antonio concentrated on its black sheen, 00:04:30.630 --> 00:04:32.640 align:middle line:90% the old man's gestures. 00:04:32.640 --> 00:04:35.220 align:middle line:84% Water dripped along one wall, and I 00:04:35.220 --> 00:04:38.460 align:middle line:84% noticed how small his battered black shoes 00:04:38.460 --> 00:04:42.300 align:middle line:84% were on the ground he'd made himself. 00:04:42.300 --> 00:04:44.940 align:middle line:84% Everywhere around the rim of this one 00:04:44.940 --> 00:04:48.600 align:middle line:84% were other unfinished gardens, a world 00:04:48.600 --> 00:04:52.680 align:middle line:84% of things he might use to build them. 00:04:52.680 --> 00:04:59.340 align:middle line:84% 'Your astral body can travel to the Garden of the Moon.' 00:04:59.340 --> 00:05:03.030 align:middle line:84% Later, in a leaning circus tent filled 00:05:03.030 --> 00:05:07.680 align:middle line:84% with empty cages and Victorian photographs of fairies, 00:05:07.680 --> 00:05:11.070 align:middle line:84% he performed a little lame magic, 00:05:11.070 --> 00:05:15.780 align:middle line:84% which the children liked best, along with the pennies. 00:05:15.780 --> 00:05:21.030 align:middle line:84% Bouquets pulled from sleeves, a dove from a jiggling hat. 00:05:21.030 --> 00:05:24.750 align:middle line:84% The air would never lift the veil enough to show his face. 00:05:24.750 --> 00:05:27.960 align:middle line:84% At the gate, he'd hand us each a business card, 00:05:27.960 --> 00:05:31.800 align:middle line:84% stitched with a scarlet sequin, printed with the motto, 00:05:31.800 --> 00:05:35.430 align:middle line:84% "The Key to the Fairy Treasure House, Up, 00:05:35.430 --> 00:05:37.890 align:middle line:90% Up in the Valley of the Moon.' 00:05:37.890 --> 00:05:41.370 align:middle line:84% And we'd file onto the bus where the driver waited, 00:05:41.370 --> 00:05:45.360 align:middle line:84% reading a magazine, and flash our brilliant souvenirs 00:05:45.360 --> 00:05:48.600 align:middle line:90% in the windows all the way home. 00:05:48.600 --> 00:05:52.800 align:middle line:84% But in the magic tent, when a real snake emerged from 00:05:52.800 --> 00:05:57.270 align:middle line:84% a basket, and a winged glimmer slid down a wire and landed 00:05:57.270 --> 00:06:02.010 align:middle line:84% in a bloom of smoke and sparks, Antonio forgot himself enough 00:06:02.010 --> 00:06:05.730 align:middle line:84% to hold my hand, and lean forward like the statuette 00:06:05.730 --> 00:06:11.040 align:middle line:84% of Snow White, with that same breathless look." 00:06:11.040 --> 00:06:13.140 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:06:13.140 --> 00:06:17.040 align:middle line:90% 00:06:17.040 --> 00:06:18.890 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:06:18.890 --> 00:06:22.000 align:middle line:90%