WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.980 align:middle line:84% So the idea of searching for your idea of identity 00:00:04.980 --> 00:00:08.850 align:middle line:84% leads me to music, and a lot of the poems in the book 00:00:08.850 --> 00:00:13.270 align:middle line:84% are about musicians, and music, and songs. 00:00:13.270 --> 00:00:15.450 align:middle line:84% And one of the songs that I put in the book 00:00:15.450 --> 00:00:16.680 align:middle line:90% is one of my favorite songs. 00:00:16.680 --> 00:00:22.260 align:middle line:84% It's-- I think, one of those songs that are really life 00:00:22.260 --> 00:00:24.247 align:middle line:90% lessons in the skies. 00:00:24.247 --> 00:00:26.580 align:middle line:84% It's "Ain't Nobody's Business" is what I'm referring to. 00:00:26.580 --> 00:00:28.205 align:middle line:84% It's the song that I know-- the version 00:00:28.205 --> 00:00:30.660 align:middle line:84% that I'm aware of is the one that Billie Holiday does. 00:00:30.660 --> 00:00:32.997 align:middle line:84% And if you-- the love songs that are like they, 00:00:32.997 --> 00:00:34.830 align:middle line:84% kind of, sneak in the back door and tell you 00:00:34.830 --> 00:00:37.247 align:middle line:84% what they're really about, even though on the surface they 00:00:37.247 --> 00:00:42.270 align:middle line:84% sound kind of poppy, because the melody for "Ain't Nobody's 00:00:42.270 --> 00:00:43.930 align:middle line:84% Business" is really a happy melody. 00:00:43.930 --> 00:00:46.920 align:middle line:90% [SINGING MELODY] 00:00:46.920 --> 00:00:50.420 align:middle line:84% (SINGING) Ain't nobody's business if I do. 00:00:50.420 --> 00:00:53.460 align:middle line:84% It's really saucy, until you start listening to the lyrics. 00:00:53.460 --> 00:00:55.860 align:middle line:90% I mean, the lyrics really go-- 00:00:55.860 --> 00:01:00.120 align:middle line:84% one part of the lyrics go, "If my papa beats me on Sunday 00:01:00.120 --> 00:01:03.360 align:middle line:84% and I give him all my money on Monday, 00:01:03.360 --> 00:01:07.050 align:middle line:84% ain't nobody's business if I do," 00:01:07.050 --> 00:01:08.340 align:middle line:90% and it's just one of those-- 00:01:08.340 --> 00:01:11.100 align:middle line:90% I mean, that's my sister. 00:01:11.100 --> 00:01:13.320 align:middle line:90% That's my mother. 00:01:13.320 --> 00:01:15.120 align:middle line:84% That's a lot of women that I know. 00:01:15.120 --> 00:01:20.460 align:middle line:84% And the frustration of the truth of that line is-- 00:01:20.460 --> 00:01:21.930 align:middle line:90% so it's a life lesson. 00:01:21.930 --> 00:01:26.780 align:middle line:90% So, "Nobody's Business". 00:01:26.780 --> 00:01:30.500 align:middle line:84% "You have cheated me, and I still love you. 00:01:30.500 --> 00:01:34.340 align:middle line:84% You have lied, and I still love you. 00:01:34.340 --> 00:01:37.670 align:middle line:84% And the neighbors tell me you're nothing but, nothing but, 00:01:37.670 --> 00:01:40.970 align:middle line:84% nothing but, and I still love you. 00:01:40.970 --> 00:01:43.880 align:middle line:84% Love is dope, love is dope, love is dope, 00:01:43.880 --> 00:01:47.540 align:middle line:84% and my degrees wither to paper and my smart wardrobe 00:01:47.540 --> 00:01:49.580 align:middle line:90% slips out of context. 00:01:49.580 --> 00:01:53.300 align:middle line:84% You walk over me, and I still love you. 00:01:53.300 --> 00:01:57.650 align:middle line:84% You mock me to your friends, and I still love you. 00:01:57.650 --> 00:02:01.460 align:middle line:84% I have tasted your hand, and my brother can't tell me, 00:02:01.460 --> 00:02:05.240 align:middle line:84% and my mother can't tell me, and my father can't tell me, 00:02:05.240 --> 00:02:09.229 align:middle line:84% and my sister can't tell me, and my college can't tell me, 00:02:09.229 --> 00:02:11.420 align:middle line:84% and the talk show host can't tell me, 00:02:11.420 --> 00:02:15.860 align:middle line:84% and Jesus, Jesus coming to warn me in my sleep can't tell me. 00:02:15.860 --> 00:02:19.190 align:middle line:84% What the hell, what the hell, I guess there's 00:02:19.190 --> 00:02:21.540 align:middle line:90% a police blotter in my future. 00:02:21.540 --> 00:02:24.680 align:middle line:84% What the hell, what the hell, I suppose 00:02:24.680 --> 00:02:26.810 align:middle line:90% I'll be a mystery corpse. 00:02:26.810 --> 00:02:31.460 align:middle line:84% What the hell, what the hell, the easy smile has its way. 00:02:31.460 --> 00:02:37.240 align:middle line:84% Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, 00:02:37.240 --> 00:02:38.450 align:middle line:90% baby, baby. 00:02:38.450 --> 00:02:41.120 align:middle line:84% Candy, candy, candy, candy, candy. 00:02:41.120 --> 00:02:45.410 align:middle line:84% What the hell, what the hell, I guess I'm grown now. 00:02:45.410 --> 00:02:48.650 align:middle line:84% What the hell, I guess I'll nurse this bruise. 00:02:48.650 --> 00:02:53.490 align:middle line:90% 00:02:53.490 --> 00:02:55.500 align:middle line:90% Don't like it?' 00:02:55.500 --> 00:02:56.000 align:middle line:90%