WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.170 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.170 --> 00:00:03.495 align:middle line:84% Again in June, "Half Year Birthday," this one's called. 00:00:03.495 --> 00:00:07.520 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.520 --> 00:00:10.610 align:middle line:84% I can't move, I stand upwind and still. 00:00:10.610 --> 00:00:13.670 align:middle line:84% The coyote drinks at a leaking pipe shrill 00:00:13.670 --> 00:00:17.060 align:middle line:84% laughter of a pack echoing off last night. 00:00:17.060 --> 00:00:20.810 align:middle line:84% I know that space is convoluted and turns on itself. 00:00:20.810 --> 00:00:24.230 align:middle line:84% What is a wild dog 30 feet from our porch? 00:00:24.230 --> 00:00:26.690 align:middle line:84% An entrance to a cryptic animal world? 00:00:26.690 --> 00:00:30.860 align:middle line:84% My legs so bruised, I haul it with me hot day after day. 00:00:30.860 --> 00:00:35.150 align:middle line:84% She turns holds me transfixed in her black and white frame. 00:00:35.150 --> 00:00:37.610 align:middle line:84% At the mom moment of congruence, we 00:00:37.610 --> 00:00:40.250 align:middle line:84% stand in fear of traps and poisons 00:00:40.250 --> 00:00:42.770 align:middle line:84% protecting ourselves with daylight. 00:00:42.770 --> 00:00:46.610 align:middle line:84% Now moving, she limps toward me as if I weren't there. 00:00:46.610 --> 00:00:50.540 align:middle line:84% A body for a moment outside time and holds her pace 00:00:50.540 --> 00:00:53.420 align:middle line:90% to the chaparral, a gift I had. 00:00:53.420 --> 00:00:57.020 align:middle line:84% I am 27 and a half, lame as the coyote, 00:00:57.020 --> 00:01:00.040 align:middle line:84% I know the others would kill her.