WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.003 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.003 --> 00:00:02.670 align:middle line:84% The next poem is called "Keeping Watch." 00:00:02.670 --> 00:00:06.030 align:middle line:84% And it was a memory of having stood 00:00:06.030 --> 00:00:08.820 align:middle line:84% in a friend's backyard in Oregon just 00:00:08.820 --> 00:00:13.200 align:middle line:84% as the sun was going down and being amazed 00:00:13.200 --> 00:00:16.920 align:middle line:90% by the profusion of small life. 00:00:16.920 --> 00:00:19.020 align:middle line:84% Oregon has slugs all over the ground. 00:00:19.020 --> 00:00:23.640 align:middle line:90% 00:00:23.640 --> 00:00:27.270 align:middle line:84% It's a very strange experience if you've never seen it before. 00:00:27.270 --> 00:00:29.630 align:middle line:84% This isn't in the poem but I think what triggered it, 00:00:29.630 --> 00:00:30.130 align:middle line:90% it does-- 00:00:30.130 --> 00:00:33.930 align:middle line:84% I was thinking of someone else from Oregon apparently 00:00:33.930 --> 00:00:35.880 align:middle line:84% had told me that when they were little kids, 00:00:35.880 --> 00:00:39.630 align:middle line:84% they used to light slugs on fire. 00:00:39.630 --> 00:00:42.180 align:middle line:84% Because they do something horrible like sizzle 00:00:42.180 --> 00:00:46.440 align:middle line:84% or something, which was an awful thing. 00:00:46.440 --> 00:00:49.860 align:middle line:84% But somehow it got me into a mood 00:00:49.860 --> 00:00:55.470 align:middle line:84% for the way life consumes itself. 00:00:55.470 --> 00:00:57.870 align:middle line:90% "Keeping Watch." 00:00:57.870 --> 00:01:01.530 align:middle line:84% In his backyard, he preserves the smallest reminders 00:01:01.530 --> 00:01:05.730 align:middle line:84% of his nakedness, his private white belly crawling 00:01:05.730 --> 00:01:10.200 align:middle line:84% with roaches without faces or any apparent purpose. 00:01:10.200 --> 00:01:15.150 align:middle line:84% Slugs with their own version of darkness corrupting the grass. 00:01:15.150 --> 00:01:17.430 align:middle line:84% And that twilight, he will watch them 00:01:17.430 --> 00:01:22.740 align:middle line:84% as if he were God, the butcher without hands to flay his beef. 00:01:22.740 --> 00:01:25.110 align:middle line:84% The landlord who was always elsewhere 00:01:25.110 --> 00:01:28.450 align:middle line:84% with the food in his back pocket. 00:01:28.450 --> 00:01:33.090 align:middle line:84% Now and then something comes over him, disbelief. 00:01:33.090 --> 00:01:37.530 align:middle line:84% Termites crawl out of tiny eggs and without hesitation, 00:01:37.530 --> 00:01:40.560 align:middle line:84% learn the proper moves, the retreats 00:01:40.560 --> 00:01:45.090 align:middle line:84% into tunnels and routes, eat the marvelous wood 00:01:45.090 --> 00:01:47.820 align:middle line:84% and the rainwater will flush them like cells 00:01:47.820 --> 00:01:49.800 align:middle line:90% through clogged veins. 00:01:49.800 --> 00:01:52.980 align:middle line:84% They drown right in front of his eyes. 00:01:52.980 --> 00:01:55.470 align:middle line:84% Each thing eats the thing smaller 00:01:55.470 --> 00:01:58.470 align:middle line:90% without remorse or punishment. 00:01:58.470 --> 00:02:02.280 align:middle line:84% This is what he's been told to keep quiet about. 00:02:02.280 --> 00:02:05.820 align:middle line:84% One night the air will break like glass, 00:02:05.820 --> 00:02:10.320 align:middle line:84% he will step through like a scar the healing messenger, 00:02:10.320 --> 00:02:13.890 align:middle line:84% the angel of insects who has lost his way. 00:02:13.890 --> 00:02:16.230 align:middle line:90% And what will he do? 00:02:16.230 --> 00:02:21.450 align:middle line:84% Meanwhile, he will not accept and sleep or deep in his wife's 00:02:21.450 --> 00:02:25.860 align:middle line:84% eyes, tell anyone of the dense ripening horror, 00:02:25.860 --> 00:02:30.570 align:middle line:84% like an egg inside him under the thickening skin, 00:02:30.570 --> 00:02:33.950 align:middle line:84% tell them that this is all there is. 00:02:33.950 --> 00:02:35.000 align:middle line:90%