WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.380 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.380 --> 00:00:05.610 align:middle line:84% The other poem that I want to read, 00:00:05.610 --> 00:00:11.910 align:middle line:84% a connection with that one I said it's another animal poem, 00:00:11.910 --> 00:00:14.250 align:middle line:84% but it's not the animal speaking. 00:00:14.250 --> 00:00:20.820 align:middle line:84% It's some counterpart of the animal speaking to its own, 00:00:20.820 --> 00:00:24.510 align:middle line:84% I suppose the projection of itself, 00:00:24.510 --> 00:00:27.990 align:middle line:84% but a projection of some part of itself that it wants to be, 00:00:27.990 --> 00:00:31.740 align:middle line:84% or that it wants to be connected with and is uncertain of. 00:00:31.740 --> 00:00:37.530 align:middle line:84% And I don't think I need to say more 00:00:37.530 --> 00:00:41.830 align:middle line:84% about it than to say that it's a poem in the form of a prayer 00:00:41.830 --> 00:00:44.970 align:middle line:90% the way many of the Psalms are. 00:00:44.970 --> 00:00:51.540 align:middle line:84% And the title and the dramatic approach 00:00:51.540 --> 00:01:00.660 align:middle line:84% of the poem come from this line of that long marvelous elusive 00:01:00.660 --> 00:01:03.360 align:middle line:84% poem of Christopher Smart's, "Jubilate Agno, Rejoice 00:01:03.360 --> 00:01:04.500 align:middle line:90% in the Lamb." 00:01:04.500 --> 00:01:08.460 align:middle line:84% And the fact that it is the lamb is partly ironic to this, 00:01:08.460 --> 00:01:11.160 align:middle line:84% as part of the irony of this particular choice 00:01:11.160 --> 00:01:13.690 align:middle line:90% of a single line. 00:01:13.690 --> 00:01:16.230 align:middle line:84% The line goes, to think of the lamb-- 00:01:16.230 --> 00:01:19.110 align:middle line:84% "Let Lemuel bless wolf the wolf, which 00:01:19.110 --> 00:01:21.180 align:middle line:90% is a dog without a master. 00:01:21.180 --> 00:01:26.310 align:middle line:84% But the Lord hears his cries and feeds him in the desert." 00:01:26.310 --> 00:01:28.100 align:middle line:84% Firmament is called Lemuel's blessing. 00:01:28.100 --> 00:01:32.710 align:middle line:90% 00:01:32.710 --> 00:01:36.310 align:middle line:90% You that know the way, spirit. 00:01:36.310 --> 00:01:38.530 align:middle line:84% I bless your ears, which are like cypresses 00:01:38.530 --> 00:01:42.220 align:middle line:84% on a mountain with their roots in wisdom. 00:01:42.220 --> 00:01:44.500 align:middle line:90% Let me approach. 00:01:44.500 --> 00:01:46.540 align:middle line:84% I bless your paws and their twenty nails, 00:01:46.540 --> 00:01:49.180 align:middle line:84% which tell their own prayer and are like dice and command 00:01:49.180 --> 00:01:51.860 align:middle line:90% of their own combinations. 00:01:51.860 --> 00:01:54.520 align:middle line:90% Let me not be lost. 00:01:54.520 --> 00:01:58.660 align:middle line:84% I bless your eyes for which I know no comparison. 00:01:58.660 --> 00:02:01.270 align:middle line:84% Run with me like the horizon for without you I 00:02:01.270 --> 00:02:04.510 align:middle line:84% am nothing but a dog lost and hungry, 00:02:04.510 --> 00:02:10.389 align:middle line:84% ill natured, untrustworthy, useless. 00:02:10.389 --> 00:02:14.770 align:middle line:84% My bones together bless you like an orchestra of flutes. 00:02:14.770 --> 00:02:16.600 align:middle line:84% Divert the weapons of the settlements 00:02:16.600 --> 00:02:19.810 align:middle line:90% and lead their dogs a dance. 00:02:19.810 --> 00:02:22.360 align:middle line:84% Where a dog is shameless and wears civility 00:02:22.360 --> 00:02:24.730 align:middle line:90% in his tail like a banner. 00:02:24.730 --> 00:02:27.160 align:middle line:84% Let me wear the opprobrium of possessed 00:02:27.160 --> 00:02:30.070 align:middle line:84% and possesses as a thick tail properly 00:02:30.070 --> 00:02:34.840 align:middle line:84% used to warm my worst and my best parts. 00:02:34.840 --> 00:02:38.980 align:middle line:90% My tail and my laugh bless you. 00:02:38.980 --> 00:02:42.640 align:middle line:84% Lead me past the error at the fork of hesitation. 00:02:42.640 --> 00:02:45.130 align:middle line:84% Deliver me from the roof of the lair, which 00:02:45.130 --> 00:02:47.830 align:middle line:84% clings to me in the morning painful 00:02:47.830 --> 00:02:51.250 align:middle line:90% when I move like a trap. 00:02:51.250 --> 00:02:53.410 align:middle line:84% Even debris has its favorite positions 00:02:53.410 --> 00:02:56.140 align:middle line:90% but they are not yours. 00:02:56.140 --> 00:03:00.100 align:middle line:84% From the roof of kindness with its licked hands, 00:03:00.100 --> 00:03:03.550 align:middle line:84% I have sniffed baited fingers and followed toward necessities 00:03:03.550 --> 00:03:05.950 align:middle line:90% which were not my own. 00:03:05.950 --> 00:03:08.950 align:middle line:84% It would make me a habitué way of back steps, 00:03:08.950 --> 00:03:12.970 align:middle line:90% faithful custodian of fat sheep. 00:03:12.970 --> 00:03:16.120 align:middle line:84% From a roof of prepared comforts with its habitual dishes 00:03:16.120 --> 00:03:21.370 align:middle line:84% sporting my name and its collars and leashes of vanity, 00:03:21.370 --> 00:03:24.370 align:middle line:84% from a roof of approval with its nets, kennels, 00:03:24.370 --> 00:03:27.430 align:middle line:84% and taxidermists, it would use my guts 00:03:27.430 --> 00:03:29.530 align:middle line:84% for its own rackets and instruments 00:03:29.530 --> 00:03:33.100 align:middle line:90% to play its own games and music. 00:03:33.100 --> 00:03:35.290 align:middle line:84% Teach me to recognize its platforms which 00:03:35.290 --> 00:03:36.565 align:middle line:90% are constructed like scaffold. 00:03:36.565 --> 00:03:39.150 align:middle line:90% 00:03:39.150 --> 00:03:42.300 align:middle line:84% From the roof of known paths, which would use my feet, tail, 00:03:42.300 --> 00:03:47.070 align:middle line:84% and ears as curios, my head is a nest for tame ants, 00:03:47.070 --> 00:03:48.105 align:middle line:90% my fate is a warning. 00:03:48.105 --> 00:03:50.790 align:middle line:90% 00:03:50.790 --> 00:03:55.200 align:middle line:84% I have hidden at wrong times for wrong reasons, 00:03:55.200 --> 00:03:59.880 align:middle line:84% I have been brought to bay more than once. 00:03:59.880 --> 00:04:02.790 align:middle line:84% Another time if I need it, create a little wind 00:04:02.790 --> 00:04:06.480 align:middle line:84% like a cold finger between my shoulders, then let my nails 00:04:06.480 --> 00:04:08.580 align:middle line:84% pour out a torrent of aces like grain 00:04:08.580 --> 00:04:15.120 align:middle line:84% from a threshing machine that fatigue, weather, the old bones 00:04:15.120 --> 00:04:19.260 align:middle line:90% finally be nothing to me. 00:04:19.260 --> 00:04:24.310 align:middle line:84% Let all lights but yours be nothing to me. 00:04:24.310 --> 00:04:27.600 align:middle line:84% Let the memory of tongues not unnerve me so that I stumble 00:04:27.600 --> 00:04:30.000 align:middle line:90% or quake. 00:04:30.000 --> 00:04:33.930 align:middle line:84% But lead me at times beside the still waters. 00:04:33.930 --> 00:04:35.430 align:middle line:84% There when I crouch to drink let me 00:04:35.430 --> 00:04:38.190 align:middle line:84% catch a glimpse of your image before it 00:04:38.190 --> 00:04:41.760 align:middle line:90% is obscured with my own. 00:04:41.760 --> 00:04:45.090 align:middle line:84% Preserve my eyes which are irreplaceable. 00:04:45.090 --> 00:04:48.930 align:middle line:84% Preserve my heart, veins, bones against the slow death building 00:04:48.930 --> 00:04:53.940 align:middle line:84% in them like hornets until the place is entirely theirs. 00:04:53.940 --> 00:04:56.670 align:middle line:84% Preserve my tongue and I will bless you again and again. 00:04:56.670 --> 00:04:59.480 align:middle line:90% 00:04:59.480 --> 00:05:02.540 align:middle line:84% Let my ignorance and my failings remain far behind me 00:05:02.540 --> 00:05:05.720 align:middle line:84% like tracks made in a wet season at the end of which I have 00:05:05.720 --> 00:05:11.150 align:middle line:84% vanished so that those who track me for their own twisted ends 00:05:11.150 --> 00:05:15.650 align:middle line:84% may be rewarded only with ignorance and failing. 00:05:15.650 --> 00:05:17.570 align:middle line:84% But let me leave my cry stretched out 00:05:17.570 --> 00:05:21.800 align:middle line:84% behind me like a road on which I have followed you. 00:05:21.800 --> 00:05:25.370 align:middle line:84% And sustain me for my time in the desert 00:05:25.370 --> 00:05:28.030 align:middle line:90% on what is essential to me. 00:05:28.030 --> 00:05:29.000 align:middle line:90%