WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.940 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.940 --> 00:00:05.400 align:middle line:90% This is a poem. 00:00:05.400 --> 00:00:09.660 align:middle line:84% I kind of pride myself that I write about feelings 00:00:09.660 --> 00:00:10.785 align:middle line:90% that everybody has. 00:00:10.785 --> 00:00:13.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:13.590 --> 00:00:15.480 align:middle line:84% I don't have any special feelings, 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:18.240 align:middle line:84% but I know this one everybody must have had. 00:00:18.240 --> 00:00:21.430 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.430 --> 00:00:24.460 align:middle line:84% This is called I Loved You Before I Was Born. 00:00:24.460 --> 00:00:29.410 align:middle line:84% I have to tell you, this is a poem 00:00:29.410 --> 00:00:34.660 align:middle line:90% I wrote to God or the Goddess. 00:00:34.660 --> 00:00:38.080 align:middle line:84% One of my dysfunctions when you were talking about love 00:00:38.080 --> 00:00:46.450 align:middle line:84% is I always mistake the mortal living beloved for the goddess, 00:00:46.450 --> 00:00:49.420 align:middle line:84% even when she's telling me, look, I'm not a goddess. 00:00:49.420 --> 00:00:50.420 align:middle line:90% Treat me like a person. 00:00:50.420 --> 00:00:50.920 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:50.920 --> 00:00:53.710 align:middle line:90% So I'm trying. 00:00:53.710 --> 00:00:58.510 align:middle line:84% And I have a friend who's a brilliant young psychologist. 00:00:58.510 --> 00:01:01.540 align:middle line:84% And he says to me, he said, there's no hope 00:01:01.540 --> 00:01:05.200 align:middle line:84% unless we withdraw all of our projections. 00:01:05.200 --> 00:01:08.470 align:middle line:84% I'm trying to withdraw the projection of the goddess 00:01:08.470 --> 00:01:09.580 align:middle line:90% onto her. 00:01:09.580 --> 00:01:13.810 align:middle line:90% 00:01:13.810 --> 00:01:19.390 align:middle line:84% It's very difficult. So this is called, 00:01:19.390 --> 00:01:21.885 align:middle line:90% I Loved You Before I Was Born. 00:01:21.885 --> 00:01:27.230 align:middle line:90% 00:01:27.230 --> 00:01:33.230 align:middle line:90% I loved you before I was born. 00:01:33.230 --> 00:01:38.060 align:middle line:90% It doesn't make sense, I know. 00:01:38.060 --> 00:01:45.200 align:middle line:84% I saw your eyes before I had eyes to see, 00:01:45.200 --> 00:01:53.210 align:middle line:84% and I have lived longing for your every look ever since. 00:01:53.210 --> 00:02:00.110 align:middle line:84% That longing entered time as this body, 00:02:00.110 --> 00:02:05.600 align:middle line:84% and the longing grew as this body waxed, 00:02:05.600 --> 00:02:11.360 align:middle line:84% and the longing grows as this body wanes. 00:02:11.360 --> 00:02:15.455 align:middle line:84% That longing will outlive this body. 00:02:15.455 --> 00:02:18.200 align:middle line:90% 00:02:18.200 --> 00:02:23.570 align:middle line:90% I loved you before I was born. 00:02:23.570 --> 00:02:28.150 align:middle line:90% It makes no sense, I know. 00:02:28.150 --> 00:02:33.040 align:middle line:84% Long before eternity, I caught a glimpse 00:02:33.040 --> 00:02:39.790 align:middle line:84% of your neck and shoulders, your ankles and toes, 00:02:39.790 --> 00:02:45.430 align:middle line:84% and I've been lonely for you from that instant. 00:02:45.430 --> 00:02:52.000 align:middle line:84% That loneliness appeared on Earth as this body, 00:02:52.000 --> 00:02:57.190 align:middle line:84% and my share of time has been nothing 00:02:57.190 --> 00:03:04.300 align:middle line:84% but your name outrunning my ever saying it clearly. 00:03:04.300 --> 00:03:08.140 align:middle line:90% Your face, fleeing my ever. 00:03:08.140 --> 00:03:14.090 align:middle line:84% Kissing it firmly once on the mouth. 00:03:14.090 --> 00:03:20.330 align:middle line:84% In longing, I am most myself, rapped. 00:03:20.330 --> 00:03:23.180 align:middle line:90% My lamp, mortal. 00:03:23.180 --> 00:03:28.280 align:middle line:90% My light, hidden and singing. 00:03:28.280 --> 00:03:31.640 align:middle line:90% I give you my blank heart. 00:03:31.640 --> 00:03:34.340 align:middle line:84% Please write on it what you wish. 00:03:34.340 --> 00:03:37.970 align:middle line:90% 00:03:37.970 --> 00:03:38.690 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:38.690 --> 00:03:40.510 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:03:40.510 --> 00:03:42.000 align:middle line:90%